sometimes is a sad & devasting things like :

- you n yr child are not bond much.

- he doesnt calls u mommy first when he speaks.

- not close to u & treats u likes strangers.

- someone always comment things whenever u do stuff to him .

etc . . . .

i think i have some prb in my mind.

like pysco like tt . =.=

i realli don wan to work,

& jsut wan to look after jerrel,

but no income like tt. i wan to buy alot of good n nice things fer him.

& scare tht e mroe i work, e older he gets.

he wont  exactly close to me. some frens have been thru too~

i just don wan him to close to someone else. very irratating. =.=

its like his been in my tummy fer 9months, den he turns close to others.

is very very sad thing lo. .

well, i think no choice.

suay lor me. he in army den i have to work.

i hopetime pass faster.

 den i change to part time after this year, if possible.

hais!

anw, junyi u sucks alot.

i don wan to elaborate much.

hais, so sadistic.

poor me...........................

someone pls give mi alot alot of money~\

baby jerrel gg to 3 months old liao

CLAP CLAP!!!!!!

whenever i look at it

i wan laugh..

gg slp liao.

its 4am.

working alone tml. cfm bored like siao.

BYEEE

recieved a mms frm qin .

so lookalike like her husband. haha.

congrats ...

will be visitin her tml.  =)

her bb so heavy lorhs. omg.

2months ago she visit mi .

2mnths later im vistin her. wahhaha

next will be jolin giving birth.

another newborn. so happy fer them.

..

just told junyi, i wan another bb next year.

wahhaha.. he say ok lei. rofl~

song bo...

likeapigme. wahhaha..

__________________________

randomly had supper with haz benghwee & etc

at newton.

went hm aftermath.

sales, is high n low.

today is suay-ness day.

i nid more MONEYYYYYYYYYYY.......

ciaoss, gg facebook farming liao.

BYEEEEE

lols. happy 2months ok! muahaha

anw, its very very irratatin when someones comes in yr room

& wants to carry yr baby away.. really very irratated by it.

mostly, today is my off day i slept the whole afternoon till night with my son~

=.=''

den now imawake

& im gg to work later on like fcukin 10plus?

anw, its so so so so so fcuking boring

workin at farEAST!!!!

no ppl, no sales, no entertainment

W BORING PPL SOMEMORE.

& worst, i spent my money eatin eatin n eating.

how poor am i now?

VERY POOR!..

bbyee, im gg facebook nw.

im gonna miss my son tml~\

its kinda boring,

its been a long time since i put on eyelashes .

its been long time since i wear nice clothes.

i think its time to slim down liao.

my butt is so BIG LIKE ELEPHANT. omg

i cant even wear back my shorts.

& ends here with my very cute cute cum irratating son.

byebyeeee

i love the tender fish & the sauces. wahhahah

will updates on fri or sat.

=D

working tml noon

& im still here.. omggg

omgg,,

im gg to work tml eveningggggggg

lolss...

abit sian lei..

feel like rotting at home siah.

bo bian. keep spend money like water.

hais.. hope tml is a smooth day. lols'

poor mi n lucky mi